How I experience loss

This is kind of a follow up on my girlfriends cat. I dont normally play games(well games that dont give me a reward). After Fang left I started playing all kinds of phone games, really any game. I really just wanted to play any game. Today it stopped.

I am trying to figure out why I wanted to play a game to begin with. I know I go through cycles. Today as it ended. I think I like to play games when something happens I can not control or fix. Games have rules. Life does not really have the set rules or limits. I also can not hit the reset button in a game. In life you really could just leave your house walk off, and change your entire world. Maybe good maybe bad but once you do this your stuck. I also started playing a phone game when my dad passed. I think it had dragons in it.

Life is way more interesting. Now I am searching there has got to be a fun way to learn languages. This may be my next post. I did Duolingo is was fun I may start that again.

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