Rednexican

111 tattoo

111. A couple of my friends that I grew up with went to prison. They are still my brothers. Something unfortunate happened to them. They were in the wrong place at the wrong time. They had to protect themselves, and now they are in prison. 111 is the Highway in Goldsboro where we grew up.

nc 919 tattoo

919. This is the area code I’m from in Seven Springs, NC. I got the outline of the state because I am from North Carolina.

rednexican tattoo

Rednexican. This is because I am a country redneck Mexican boy. I liked the name, and I got it tattooed.

Aztec skull tattoo

Aztec skull. This connected to my culture. I am Mexican, and they had Aztecs in Mexico. I liked the look of it, and I got it.

We Used To Be Friends

I have been having people who used to be friends. Like more the 20 years ago pop back into my life(thanks Facebook). I could have just not accepted the friend request. I love stories, so I really wanted to hear they were doing good.

Kind of like:
We used to be friends

Well things normally start back OK. I am not in my 20s anymore. I dont care what people brag about. I am happy if things are going well for them. The issue is when they start asking for loans, or help. They are not part of my utangard. I dont know them. I have been through enough shit. They didnt find me when things were going great for them. They need my help now.

Heathens:

 

I had one come back into my like. I asked the ruins if I should unfriend them. They said it would be bad or not worth the effort if I did. Thankfully this person unfriended me themselves. I think the runes were right. It was better to let them do it. I had turned off all their access to me in Facebook. It just still said we were friends.

The person did come by before the unfriending. Asking for more help. I told this person we were not friends, and I didnt trust them. They had told me all kinds of things that didnt match up.

Billie:

I ended up thinking about friends. I care a lot about my friends. Even friends I havent seen for to long, that have done a lot for me. I would help them, even though we haven’t hung out in years. It is harder to keep up with people as you get older. Make me sad.

Not really sure what this post is about. Maybe this is just me attempting to clean up life a little more.

Hávamál 119: Weeds and high grass will grow on a path that nobody travels.

Maybe some paths need weeds. I need to make sure I see my friends more.

I am was questioning if I broke with any virtues. I dont think so. Let me know what you think.

Circle to Decide

Helm of Awe and Norse Rune Circle tattoo

Helm of Awe and Norse Rune Circle. I have been working with the runes since my infancy as a heathen. I mainly got it as a sign of pride for my spiritual identity. For most of my life, I have been indecisive and unsure. It had been 7 years since I became a heathen. I decided, why not get a simple tattoo? Even if I go beyond the heathen path, I will always remember this as an exceptional time in my life. It doesn’t look like something I would leave on bad terms with.

Healing Hands Massage Therapy and Bodywork

Tao and hands

This is my company’s logo. The Tao is the symbol of balance between Yin and Yang. The name of my company is Healing Hands and Bodywork. The hands symbolize strength and stability, holding the Tao, which is balance.

A Pansy for a Friend

Dragonfly

Dragonfly. I talked four other women into getting this tattoo. There was a tattoo fest going on in Arkansas. I am terrified of needles. I trusted the man doing this, and he did well. After this, every July, we would get another tattoo at the festival.

Celtic Quarter Moon

This is called a Celtic quarter moon. It is way cool. It looks like I could throw it if it were metal, and it could hurt people.

pansy

This one is for my best friend who died. The flower is a pansy. She had a daughter and two sons. She got the same tattoo.

A little peace

dove and olive branch tattoo dove and olive branch tattoo

Peace dove with olive branch tattoo. I got it when I turned 50-years-old. The bird is a symbol of peace, and the olive branch connects to my faith.

A Warrior with Money to Blow

Nautical Star tattoo

Nautical Star tattoo. This was my first tattoo. I used to fight MMA inside of a cage. It was a fight house & I was a part of a group called Northern Pain. It’s a nautical star to remember where you came from and where you are going in the future.

 bio hazard tattoo

I had just come off a deployment. I was 20 years old at the time. I had a buddy who had died in combat. I got this tattoo to remember him. One of the things you had to have with you when going out on a mission was a gas mask. He could not figure out where his gas mask was. I passed him mine. For him, I got the biohazard symbol. It’s a piece of a lost art for a brotherhood.

Dragon woman and coy fish tattoo

Dragon, woman, and koi fish tattoo. This was default always to have someone to love. And a dragon for honor and strength. The koi fish is for luck.

Samurai were bear flag tattoo

Samurai with bear flag tattoos. The samurai was for the art of battle, respect for yourself and others, and humility. The bear flag is from my partner. They used to call me polar bear because I lived in Alaska for so long. That was my way of adding my partner to the tattoo. It was to show I belonged to somebody; that I was already taken.

At the end of the day, it just shows I once had money to blow on a tattoo.

Courage Has Memories in Stars and Flowers

courage tattoo
I got courage as my first tattoo. I traveled to Danville, VA, to get this tattoo. My dad took me for my 17th birthday present. I had gone through some personal stuff the year before. I got courage tattooed on my foot. When I look down, I see this word on my foot and know I have the courage to get through the day.

Venice tattoo

The symbol of Venice tattoo. It is the symbol of a female. I got this to represent female empowerment. I did this myself as a stick and poke. Stick and poke as it’s real ink and a real tattoo needle, but it’s a hand poke.

Music note tattoo

Musical note. I have done a lot of choir and singing throughout my life. I did this one myself and thought it would be fun.

Tulip flower tattoo

Tulip flower tattoo. I studied abroad in Amsterdam for three weeks in arts administration. We went on many museum tours and met with a lot of the heads of art organizations. We went to the Van Gogh museum. I fell in love with the area. They have tulip fields in Amsterdam. I got this tattoo to commemorate my time there. It was incredible.

Moon with Star tattoo

Moon with Star tattoo. This is also a hand poke. I am really into Sailor Moon. This is one of the first hand pokes I did on myself. I just thought doing the shape of the moon would be interesting.

Sigitta tattoo

This tattoo looks like a “y,” as it is not done very well. It is supposed to be the constellation Sagitta. It is part of Sagittarius. My brother is a Sagittarius.

Triangle tattoo

Triangle tattoo. In college, I did a show called Sanctuary. The three of us got to create our own spaces, perform, and be very vulnerable in front of an audience. It was a show that allowed us to do a therapeutic performance. The three of us did it together. This is another hand poke to commemorate that experience.
The triangle is the strongest shape.

Constellation Phoenix tattoo

Constellation Phoenix tattoo. There was a point in college when I started going to therapy more heavily. I started to unpack some trauma. I did this on myself to commemorate my rebirth, start to rebuild, and feel more comfortable in my skin.

Flower tattoo

Flower tattoo. This was another hand poke I did. It was very late; I had the supplies. I was kind of bored. I was like, I bet I could do a flower. I free-handed this. I think it turned out ok.

Sunflower tattoo

Sunflower tattoo. While I was in college, My uncle lived with us at the time. He committed suicide in our home. About a year or two before this, when he first moved in, he gave me a picture of a sunflower. I took this picture to college with me, and I still have it. It is one of my favorite pictures. The picture has a flower written in French under the sunflower. This was because we had both taken French in school. When he passed away, I got a replica of that picture tattooed, so I would always have him with me.

Never Read a Comic Book

I got into gaming many years ago. At the time, I was working for Toshiba copiers and printers. They sent me to Philadelphia on a business trip. One evening, very early into the trip, I was bored at the motel. I went across the street to King of Prussia Mall. I went into a comic book store and watched some people playing games. I bought some of the characters. I sat around playing some games and then went back to the motel. I went back to work the next day and back to the game shop at night. I did this the entire week I was there.

When I got home, I kept at the game. I discovered the local comic book store. I started playing there and hanging out playing tournaments. I got to see how much money I was spending. I was not too fond of the attitude of the owners of the local game store. I started looking around to see if I could open a game store. There was not one in Sanford, NC.

I met Robbie, who owned the comic book store before me, in Sanford, NC. He let me open my gaming store in the back of this place. When he passed away, his children sold it all off. I took over the whole place. I’d bought a lot of these comics from Rob. I have been buying comics ever since. I still live in Vass, NC, near Southern Pines, NC, and I drive here to the comic book shop to work.

I love to watch movies. I like the characters. However, strangely enough, I have never read a comic book. I flip through them to make sure there is nothing inappropriate for kids, but I don’t read them.

I play games. I watch what others do and learn the rules that way. I can remember from the picture what the card does. I don’t read the rules. I like to learn visually.

Two of a Dive

Marka or Mark V dive helmet tattoo

Nearly every graduate of Navy Diver School has a similar tattoo somewhere on their body. I would guess 95 to 97 percent.

My buddy and I stayed up all night drinking and ended up at a sketchy Aryan tattoo artist’s shop. The artist free-drew this tattoo. This is called the Marka or Mark V dive helmet. This was the dive helmet divers used until the late 1980s. This is also the insignia for the uniform of a Navy diver.

Only two people in the world have this exact tattoo — my buddy and me.